new year, new ear, an addtional ear, for you to equip on your body. right crap, i know.
back to 4 years ago, CS, who still don't know how to socialist.....father always crap about CS, having so little friends...damn great. because no friends, no problem. be myself, no one cares...right, my father do care. s there is one who cares...maybe care too much. for the sake of me? CRAP! he also find his friends annoying! damn crap!
crap, crab, chop chop, cook -> seafood.
recent jealousy make myself even more childish than i ever can be.. as a kid, cs wouldn't even 'go to teacher and say you hit me'...because, hit me? go ahead, in the end, only your hand hurts...
recently, even small little things, i want to fight over it...super childish, i would rate myself...new year coming, will i even childishly fight over Red packets? o crap, i don't even want to think about it...friday, 3 days before Niu(New) year, mother having an off day, going shopping with her, i suppose, new clothes? maybe, maybe not, i don't care. if got, got new clothes,if no, than, as usual, old clothes...
Jesslyn Da-Ren(Master) called me to go her house bai-nian, (visit her house during CNY), not sure if want to go, go, like a bit, embarrass,because, know her not long only, want to go her house take red-packet....feel very weird...plus, the tradition of bai-nian is, 'i go your house, you go my house', inter exchange red packets...but, she definitely, not visiting me...
Programming case, i have not reach my maximum determination to get it going yet, vey sad, very distracted by myself. badminton, less time to play le, project, roaring into my head. games, coming into my life, altough i don't want to get addicted to it, ah!.
No matter what, short-term Target, give Master Dave a running Software next week.
Mission, start!
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